I felt really "homey" today when I was driving to school this morning. It was raining hard, and it felt like that what something that should happen everyday, while people slow down, I tend to speed up during the rain.

Don't know, never did,

Friday, 31

Quote of the day:

"I would like to get one of those poop looking things"

All I got today is "$1.31 please", "Have a good day", and "Oh, hey"

great, grand, awesome

Tuesday 28

Quote of the day:

If I saw a girl wearing Cazal glasses, I would be like "Damn girl, you are stylin'".

-So, if you had to pick a song or an artist describing your life, what would it be?

-City and Colour's Bring Me Your Love album.

-Why?

-Because it's sad.

-Is your life really sad?

-No, I'm just an asshole to myself

-What? Why?

-Because happiness of other people needs to be balanced with sadness. Equilibrium shit, you know?

-Sure, I guess.

-That's why we have different religions, so they can kill each other, equilibrium again.

-You are wrong.

-Like always.

Bullshit ideas. Change is good, change people, become better for unknown lame reason.

Anger, 

I think I got a cool idea. I will come up with some photo idea for every city & colour song on one of two albums. 

Yeah cool. two thumbs up

Moviemob outtake

word to my n words

Lonely...

Assholes. Today, it took me around 20 shitty minutes to find a parking spot at Clark, it's the most ridiculous thing ever. Then I had to peel oranges for my organic lab, I hate the smell of peeled oranges.

I haven't been to brewed for a while now... improvement I guess. but I do miss it. 

In every single fucking class I have at least 2 or 3 russians, you know, those asswipes types. They only pick between hollister, aeropostole, or the asshole leather (fake leather) jackets, plus some uglyfuck boots.

Moment of silence for Scott..... =[

I'm sorry man, it sucks dick to lose your camera.

I really don't get why people ask you "just okay?" when you say you are okay. It not like you supposed to be happy or sad every single day? Goddamn people! 

I really miss Haley, soon soon! 

If you didn't like max payne, that's your problem, it wasn't horrible or amazing, you can't really compare it to something else. Marky Mark is still cool dammit! He even talks to animals.

Starting a movie blog with Kenz soon, its gonna be interesting... I was going for team name: poop duo, but then I would definitely make too many poop jokes.

Excited for nothing, life rulez mang, so happiez. Just kidding. ha      ha        ha

Loneliness, 

Lets go on this fucking amazing photo adventure where I can take photos of you, and you will take photos of me. Everybody is going to be so happy! Life will be amazing. 

I just touched my camera for the first time since umm last weekend? Movies tomorrow=not so lonely feeling.

Yay...,

Come join my late night posts club.

I've been diggin Astronautalis lately, he's from Seattle, really good at freestyle, check out his myspace and stuff. Focusing more on school now, it is kind of "fun" now, even tho it's still bullshit. Can anybody tell me why the fuck all "those" "russians" wear those uglyass dress shoes with EVERY single piece of clothing they have? Why, is it some weird fucking style they got, that nobody else understands? So annoying and ugly, oh also they look like a bunch of dicks. If you are one of them, please hit me in the face next time I'm around!

Number 13 is not a lesbo, and I am not watching house next week. I am already frustrated about this weeks episode. Fringe can go into pooper. 

Well now, I'm gonna go and happily live my awesome single life with my awesome self, filled with all kind of dickery, jealousy, and love! (last one was totally sarcastic) right?

Hate, 

Something to look at. It will stay the same way.

My fixed is fucked, I don't know what to do, I guess I am going to wait till my 30 day inspection, till then, riding free wheel.

Empty feelings are more relevant now... going to the old years, feels like it used to feel. Worrying less for others, more for people I don't know. I will start shooting more I hope, something should come out alright? or not..

Two thumbs up for happy people/couples.

Do you want me to write more happy people stories later?

Come save me. Make me love you like we love our families, will all the respect in the world. Care for me. Appreciate what I have done and also what I will do. Love me for my assholness, negativism, and hatred. Love me for all the creepiness and disregard for some social norms. Love me for my photography. Love me in the way that I never been loved. Just be there, always, without any excuses. Hate with me, and hate on me. Listen to music, watch movies, enjoy walks, love driving, make silly mistakes, make me appreciate you for what you are doing to me. 

One day, one day it all will come.

Tomorrow, no excuses, doing it and forgetting about all the awkwardness. Don't care for results, but actually really do..

Only Kenz takes photos of me now...

Appreciation 

Postal

I was waiting for a cross-town train
In the London underground
When it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find
A love that would look and sound
Like a movie
So I changed my plans
I rented a camera and a van
And then I called you
"I need you to pretend that we are in love again"
And you agreed to

I want so badly to believe
That there is truth, that love is real
And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd

I greased the lens and framed the shot
Using a friend
As my stand-in
The script, it called for rain
But it was clear that day
So we faked it
The marker snapped
And I yelled, "Quiet on the set!"
And then called, "Action!"
And I kissed you in a style
Clark Gable would have admired
(I thought it classic)

I want so badly to believe
That there is truth, that love is real
And I want life in every word
To the extent that it's absurd

I know you're wise beyond your years
But do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie
You tell yourself to help you get by?

Today I was riding in downtown Vancouver and I suddenly slammed into a bush, I got up laughing.

Saw this MILF looking woman tonight at brewed when I was hanging out with Haley. I said "no way that baby came out of that pelvis" that is a compliment.

OH! Why did not so cool people had to work there tonight?! Dammit!

I was so hyperventilating in the car tonight, which is kinda funny and sad at the same time. I also apologize to Haley that I made fun of so many people there, it was one of those days, which are not rare to me.

I realized that I can only be friends with two types of people (overgeneralizing). People who are completely opposite of me and the people who are like me, assholes. I have proof okay?

This blog will not display my personal life for the most part, just something for everyone to read. Some stories might be closely tied or were the examples of what I have done, will do, or I wish would happen.

This is going to sound assholish but I can almost read anybody, I know that's lame, but it's easy for me. By saying "read" I mean assign a stereotype, likes, dislikes, way of life, what car that person drives, what she/he wears, if they are single or not, stuff like that.  Whenever there's somebody who I just can't read, they automatically become interesting. I wonder if I will be able to read my wife and my kids in the future? Sure it's a wrong thing to say, but everybody does it, maybe be not to the extent I do it to.

Crossing fingers. 

Crossing fingers

Stoked on life right now, not raining this week means I get to bike more, way more that is. Also gonna see Kenz and Haley more! Also gonna overcome a big obstacle I had for forever now! Wish me best of luck (few people know what I am talking about). I realized that I got nothing to lose, so might as well try my luck! This is not confidence, just long waited madness! If I don't, you can punch me in the wiener, seriously. Maybe wednesday, maybe tuesday.

So today at brewed. I was sitting across some guy who was hip and shit, on his mac and wearing a hat and shit.  Theres this couple sitting next to us, I assumed they were a couple, both cute and shit like that. The hip guy kept look at the girl and I was like "aren't they together?"

Twenty minutes later the guy who with the girl saw somebody who he knew, and they started taking, and he introduced that girl as his sister. The hip guy had the biggest fucking smile ever when he heard that. The girl looked at him and smiled. What the fuck? That never happens! This is so ridiculously stupid! He gave her his number, I was just sitting there blanking because it happened in like 30 seconds. I'm not even lying. 

Brewed is the place for happiness I guess.

SHITBALLS!

One day

Um, at panera today, there was a homecoming couple. I was genuinely happy for them.. Something is changing, good or bad, who cares. 

Yesterday I had the club meeting and all of the old and new clubs were there, kinda boring. This guy from the bike club got into a huge argument with the girl from nursing blah blah club because it wasn't open for every student at clark. It was entertaining, he made her cry.. still entertaining. Amanda drew this badass picture of that guy taking punches from everybody, made the thing less boring.  Thanks

I don't really know what to write about...

Come hangout with me at brewed awakenings next week (yea laugh at me Kenz)

Lets go places, anywhere. So far, me and Jeff are going to Orlando for xmas brake.

Somebody go with me to Vancouver sometime soon, I love that place.

Maybe even some east coast action?

That would be lovely

Uhh, make me feel better, I know that sounds needy and annoying, but please.

Nothing else to say, I'm boring, I know. 

Everyone who is reading this should be happy.

Brand New

Listening to them, you know what that means.... Fucking dipshipballs

This guy was sitting by the fountain reading his sociology book, he looked cute (not gay), wearing dark jeans and a thirt, little bit scruffy but it fits really well. He caught my attention because he wasn't looking around, just paying attention to his book. So he must be interesting...

Probably five minutes have past and a really cute girl is walking by. Wearing white flats, regular jeans, and just some tshirt, she looks shy but I guess it could be the future that people like about her. The girl walks by the guy, and this guy raises his head, and says to the girl: "You are really cute.." She slows down and looks at him and says hi. You could tell she's surprised, but excited?

-Do I know you?

-No, I don't think so

-Why do you think I'm "cute"?

-Because instead of listening to Castro, I look at you..

-Nah.

-I'm serious.

-Well, what's your name?

-Chris, yours?

-Jessica.

-Nice to officially meet you I guess?

-Haha, you too.

-So, maybe your number?

-Okay. (He gives her his phone)

-Thank you.

-Nothing to thank me for.

-I gotta get going to class tho, I'm sorry. Have a good day... Jessica.

-You too. 

She smiles at him.

Smooth, once again. He will call her, she single... do the rest.

I love Kenz, Haley, and Jeff. Also I love loosing sleep... all the damn time. 

I almost wish I could go back to "the" days, you know what I mean if you know me.

I apologize for my full of suckiness weak blog.